Ugh......this is not my week.....

I am just 100% NOT FEELING IT this week....I am still doing good of maintaining the one pound weight loss since monday....but am not feeling any motivation to not cheat or stop counting at the end of the night even though I am still making those good decisions....
In an effort to behave myself I have decided to get my last batch of taco soup out of the freezer.....2 points for 1 cup..and its very filling so we will see if that gets me through the weekend!!!!
Good luck to all!
Til next time.....

Not feeling it....

I was feeling so good about dieting and everything...then I ate Applebees.....since then I am having a very hard time getting back on track...I cheated a little last night.....but am still down a pound from yesterday.....my goal for the rest of the week is to MAINTAIN that 1 pound loss through monday......i can do it......i just am not feeling it today...
I am going to make a new recipe today for dinner....mexi-tato and a salad....and i got out my taco soup from the freezer.....so i am hoping that will help me out this week!
til next time...

The Aftermath...

Ok...so I ate EVERYTHING I ordered yesterday..and was STUFFED...but it was tasty and delicious..and I am ready to be normal again! haha
Getting on the scale this morning wasn't too horrible...i am up .5 pound from weigh in.....which is up 3 from yesterday morning...but I know weight fluctuates and am happy with the result of my bingeing didn't ruin my diet.....
I absolutely 100% love the Biggest Loser......I want to have them train me..because they amount of weight they lose and the valuable information they gain I would be at my perfect weight in a month........granted the contestants are much much larger than me....so their one week 8 pound loss probably makes sense to the fact it took me 3 weeks to lose that same 8 pounds...but i guess as long as its gone..that the important thing.....
It is SNOWING again...and i absolutely hate it...I am so sick and tired of freezing my ass off.....unless literally it would freeze off...(haha how much weight do you think that would be!? j/k)
well i'm off to watch tv before work..and look at that wii sitting on the floor.....
til next time.....

Happy anniversary :-)

So today is Audios and I two year anniversary......seems such a short time ago we were drinking all the time and going out to the bar where we would sometimes get kicked out.....eating Taco Bell every night..haha...those were the days.......and back then I was skinny for a change! *sigh* see what getting married does to you....joking of course....
I am so much happier now....actually getting sleep...not feeling like crap from the bar the night before.....and having a good hubby at home......
For our "celebration" which we don't have time to celebrate due to him being in school at this moment....we will be getting Applebees takeout.....for which I am having boneless bbq wings (11 points for 8), a chicken fajita roll up (13 points for the whole thing) and loaded mashed potato (6pts) with ranch of course which I am guessing will be about 8 points also. Yes...you read that right......40 damn points...and i will ENJOY every single one!! :-) I will be eating that for lunch AND dinner and possibly some breakfast the next day...and I CAN"T WAIT!!!!!
I stepped on the scale this morning..my sad addiction that I can't break..and am down another 2.5 pounds from yesterday.....so that is good.....I don't even want to know what tomorrow morning will bring but I will risk it!
In other news...for our anniversary we will be going to Chicago in June...(we went to Vegas last year so thought we would switch it up) MMMMMMMmmmmm....Cheesecake Facotry here we come!!! Hopefully I will be back down to my normal healthy weight.....but we will see.......
til next time....

End of Week 3....

Today was weigh in day...and i lost 4 pounds!!!! go me!

till next time...

Feeling good....

One more day till the 3rd week of ww ends for me. So far so good......I feel like I can go out and still make healthy choices...and am even getting past the whole mess up once might as well screw the rest of the day.
I know if I make one bad choice but continue on the rest of the day NORMALLY I can still do it!!!
I am weighing myself in the morning and at night...and am having a very HARD time stopping it..haha...I don't feel angry or anything if i am up a little at night..I just like to have an idea of where I am.... Eventually I hope to be able to break myself down to just mornings..then every other day til i get down to doing it once a week......
Our two year anniversary is tuesday and we are getting Applebee's takeout....I can't wait!! I have my menu planned in my head!! It will be my free day....and will probably use every single flex point I have for the week..but it will be totally 100% worth it!
Loaded mashed potato and boneless bbq wings w/ ranch here I come!!!!
Hope everyone else is doing well......Good luck to all that weigh in tomorrow!
Til next time...

Getting into the spirit of the diet...

So....I really am feeling good about ww this time.....
I made homemade tacos for dinner and they were delicious! it is a little odd having to weigh out my meat and measure my cheese..but its worth it...
Yesterday was my "free" day.....I went to Lansing with my mom, dad and Audio for my moms 6 hour hair appointment!! While I didn't follow points I think I still made good choices...even tried sushi for the first time! I do NOT like the seaweed crap they wrap around it...but other than that its pretty good........
I weighed myself this morning after my "free" day kinda worried since I have been doing so good........and happily am down ANOTHER pound this morning!!! I think that makes a total loss of 4.5 pounds this week....but we won't know til the official weigh in on monday...
Sara Lee cheesecake bites...DELICIOUS!! 1 point for 1 piece!!! I just have to limit myself to one though!
til next time...