ugh.....

start: 221.0
current:210.0
goal 170.0

so..i gained 1.5 pounds last week......must've been the lack of caring.....I am in a super shitty mood today....
I can't do blood pressure to save my life..why am i do damn dumb with this shit!?!?!?!? Give me a book test anyday! How hard is it to hear bp? Must be super since I am a retard...
In other news...I have my MRI on thursday at 1pm...can't wait to get this boob disaster behind me....I do not have time OR money for it.....
I started a new ww 3 month journal today......i love when they are all nice and new...the goal is to keep them perfect....by writing in them everyday and tracking my points...day 1 of new book...so far so good!
Had subway for dinner....7 points for a 6 inch sub......delicious! :-)
til next time...

totally expecting

a gain this week.....and you know what..i don't really give a shit...I haven't had a spare second to myself...my days are crammed so goddamn full with school..and bullshit work....and trying to get ahold of my stupid worthless doctors office.....
not in a good mood......and really REALLY irritated at it all.....so......whatever...if i gain i gain.....at least i walked a few times this week.....hopefully that will keep it to a reasonable gain...

weigh in results..

Starting: 221.0
Current: 208.5
Goal: 170.0

Woohoo!!! I am down 2 pounds this week!!!! I'm glad some of it stuck!!! This is short and sweet since I am off to school...so good luck to everyone!

walking does a body right!

and brings me in today for a total of 4.5 pounds lost! Now if i can keep it off til monday is the next challenge!!
I want to tell everyone how much I weigh but I am embarrassed!! haha.....i can't believe i let myself get so fat again! but oh well....at least its creeping back off.....maybe soon i will announce my fat ass..it would be nice to just do it and then post my actual numbers every week!
a walk today for sure...then maybe since i work early on the weekend will have to drag audio out to walk or something...I dont' want to stop once i've got on a roll!
till next time...

Such a nice day...

and probably the last tuesday I will have off for a long while........Actually got a walk in today with Kristi..it was great! I hope we can do it a few more times this week!
I gained half a pound this week which I am ok with.....I didn't count at all so i did pretty good.....This week I have started off strong writing things down and staying on track...
School started this week and it seems like it will be a lot of work..more than I am used to in school..considering I actually do my work now! haha...but I think I will be able to handle it! Just need to prioritize....
I am taking mondays and thursdays off work...except this week since the schedule was messed up...so I hope to get some kind of walking routine eventually......at least I rough idea....that is the one thing that really helps me stay on track.....
good luck to all this week....get out and enjoy the nice day!!!
til next time..

I can taste again!!!

Somtimes its faint..but its there..I can taste!! I think I am officially getting better!!! Too bad the weather is so shitty right now..but I think I need a few more days to kick it for good anyway.....
I hope I can stay on track now that I can taste...it is def. easier having no interest in food while being sick...but bring it on! :-)
Til next time..

The results are in...

I only wrote down what I ate for 2 days this week.....and i lost 1.5 pounds! GO ME!!!!!! The last three days I have only been tasting food to see if i can still taste.....so for the five minutes out of the day that I can actually taste somethign I stuff my face with everything...then I am done eating for the day..except crackers if I am starved....
I hope to be back to normal SOON...but by the looks of it this damn cold shit is hanging on for dear life in everyone for WEEKS!!!!! An I ahve only been at it for roughly 3 or 4 days.....
Good luck to all at weigh in this morning!
Til next time...

woohoo!!

Someone at work today said I look like i've lost weight! WOOHOO!!!! I love that...little does she know that I have only eaten crackers and vitamin c for the past two days since I can't taste anything..what is the point of wasting good food if i can't taste it!?!?!
My taste buds are coming back a little and then going away again...so i keep testing myself with food! haha :-)
I dont' think i'll do too good tomorrow at weigh in...but we will see...

Freezing my ass off....

I swear this is the NEVERENDING cold ass winter....so sick of it all....

I did get alot of exercise in yesterday......getting wood for the furnace....a 3 mile cold ass walk..and moving 40pound bags of pellets.....

I went to swim class today......and may walk tomorrow..depending on how the morning with my dad goes..not sure if we are doing anything yet since we have no money......

Just a quick update before I am off to work!
Hope everyone is having a good week!

Happiness is....

only gaining half a pound this week! woohoo!!! Try try again just seems to be the theme of this diet...so here i am..making yet another attempt to get myself to stay on track! haha....I am having my moments were i do awesome..then i mess it up...but you know what...i still don't beat myself up about it? It doesn't seem to be that big of a deal to me..of course I want to be healthier...and I know I will get there..just may not be as fast as i would like! :-)