so...pre results...

I am NOT weighing in tomorrow...i don't even want to know! haha....so......not week i will post results! :-)
I am starting to get a teeny tiny bit more of free time...only two more weeks of lab..then its off to clinical!! But at least that is a one day deal plus homework AT HOME....none of this running to the school and practice every damn day of my life plus out of class quizzes and shit...
i can't wait to just go to school on mondays..then clinicals on the other day and that IS IT!!!
til next time..

results

gain .5 pound....... I am at 206.5.........must have been all those double stuffed oreos I ate yesterday :-)

til next time.....

So stressed

I am so stressed out......Even though I got a 93% on my first exam...i still wanted to cry all the way home.....I absolutely hate check-offs....what is the point of me learning a way to do something if i go to the checkoff and they rip it out of my hand and show me ANOTHER way to do it!?!?!?!? Yes..I am the idiot...you show me how to do it once in class...then someone else shows me how to do it when i go to practice and CAN"T do it the way they showed in class...THEN I go in for my checkoff...get yet a THIRD person who shows me a different way.....amazingly I pass everytime...but I feel like a complete retard every time I go in there!
So.....this nursing program is putting me in a state of constant stress..and i hate it...i hate wounds..and wound care and pressure ulcers...and nursing is dumb......When I am sick I don't want a damn nurse asking me about my dog and if that is causing ineffective breathing.....i want my doctor to give me a damn breathing treatment and send me on my way....I hate nursing care plans...they are stupid..
and besides all this bullshit nurses supposedly do...which they dont'...because as many times as I have been in the hospital NEVER has a nurse tried to get me up to walk every two hours..came in and repositioned me......asked me if i need a bath..or offered a back rub..so nursing school needs to get in the real world...
my point in how this is diet related is that I am constantly nauseus....i feel like throwing up at all times...maybe that is why I have maintained the last week! haha
til next time..

4-13

And the result is......206.0 a .5 loss from last week...woohoo!!! I'll take it!! I didn't count points ONCE last week.....between the power being out.....my boob leaking and everything in between I just didn't do it...so..i am happy!
Gook luck to all!

finally got power back!!!

Woohoo!!!!!!! Got power back...I had to wait and weigh myself in tonight since before work the house was 40 degrees...i am down to 205.0 a loss of 5 pounds tonight!!!
However I am going to count my sunday morning weigh in at 206.5 as my official......so a loss of 3.5 pounds is awesome..i may see a 1 sometime soon!!!!
til next time....

Stressed....

Stress does a body good?
I don't think so..BUT....i haven't walked or done a bit of exercise since last week....monday i weighed in right at 210.0 and this morning i am at 204.5?????? what is up with that..whatever it is i want some more! haha......and its even my tom!!!!! I even had taco bell and used 13 flex points last night!
sigh...if only it will stay off..i am hoping for at least a 5 pound loss monday...
til next time...