I am just 100% NOT FEELING IT this week....I am still doing good of maintaining the one pound weight loss since monday....but am not feeling any motivation to not cheat or stop counting at the end of the night even though I am still making those good decisions....
In an effort to behave myself I have decided to get my last batch of taco soup out of the freezer.....2 points for 1 cup..and its very filling so we will see if that gets me through the weekend!!!!
Good luck to all!
Til next time.....
Friday, January 30, 2009
Thursday, January 29, 2009
Not feeling it....
I was feeling so good about dieting and everything...then I ate Applebees.....since then I am having a very hard time getting back on track...I cheated a little last night.....but am still down a pound from yesterday.....my goal for the rest of the week is to MAINTAIN that 1 pound loss through monday......i can do it......i just am not feeling it today...
I am going to make a new recipe today for dinner....mexi-tato and a salad....and i got out my taco soup from the freezer.....so i am hoping that will help me out this week!
til next time...
I am going to make a new recipe today for dinner....mexi-tato and a salad....and i got out my taco soup from the freezer.....so i am hoping that will help me out this week!
til next time...
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
The Aftermath...
Ok...so I ate EVERYTHING I ordered yesterday..and was STUFFED...but it was tasty and delicious..and I am ready to be normal again! haha
Getting on the scale this morning wasn't too horrible...i am up .5 pound from weigh in.....which is up 3 from yesterday morning...but I know weight fluctuates and am happy with the result of my bingeing didn't ruin my diet.....
I absolutely 100% love the Biggest Loser......I want to have them train me..because they amount of weight they lose and the valuable information they gain I would be at my perfect weight in a month........granted the contestants are much much larger than me....so their one week 8 pound loss probably makes sense to the fact it took me 3 weeks to lose that same 8 pounds...but i guess as long as its gone..that the important thing.....
It is SNOWING again...and i absolutely hate it...I am so sick and tired of freezing my ass off.....unless literally it would freeze off...(haha how much weight do you think that would be!? j/k)
well i'm off to watch tv before work..and look at that wii sitting on the floor.....
til next time.....
Getting on the scale this morning wasn't too horrible...i am up .5 pound from weigh in.....which is up 3 from yesterday morning...but I know weight fluctuates and am happy with the result of my bingeing didn't ruin my diet.....
I absolutely 100% love the Biggest Loser......I want to have them train me..because they amount of weight they lose and the valuable information they gain I would be at my perfect weight in a month........granted the contestants are much much larger than me....so their one week 8 pound loss probably makes sense to the fact it took me 3 weeks to lose that same 8 pounds...but i guess as long as its gone..that the important thing.....
It is SNOWING again...and i absolutely hate it...I am so sick and tired of freezing my ass off.....unless literally it would freeze off...(haha how much weight do you think that would be!? j/k)
well i'm off to watch tv before work..and look at that wii sitting on the floor.....
til next time.....
Tuesday, January 27, 2009
Happy anniversary :-)
So today is Audios and I two year anniversary......seems such a short time ago we were drinking all the time and going out to the bar where we would sometimes get kicked out.....eating Taco Bell every night..haha...those were the days.......and back then I was skinny for a change! *sigh* see what getting married does to you....joking of course....
I am so much happier now....actually getting sleep...not feeling like crap from the bar the night before.....and having a good hubby at home......
For our "celebration" which we don't have time to celebrate due to him being in school at this moment....we will be getting Applebees takeout.....for which I am having boneless bbq wings (11 points for 8), a chicken fajita roll up (13 points for the whole thing) and loaded mashed potato (6pts) with ranch of course which I am guessing will be about 8 points also. Yes...you read that right......40 damn points...and i will ENJOY every single one!! :-) I will be eating that for lunch AND dinner and possibly some breakfast the next day...and I CAN"T WAIT!!!!!
I stepped on the scale this morning..my sad addiction that I can't break..and am down another 2.5 pounds from yesterday.....so that is good.....I don't even want to know what tomorrow morning will bring but I will risk it!
In other news...for our anniversary we will be going to Chicago in June...(we went to Vegas last year so thought we would switch it up) MMMMMMMmmmmm....Cheesecake Facotry here we come!!! Hopefully I will be back down to my normal healthy weight.....but we will see.......
til next time....
I am so much happier now....actually getting sleep...not feeling like crap from the bar the night before.....and having a good hubby at home......
For our "celebration" which we don't have time to celebrate due to him being in school at this moment....we will be getting Applebees takeout.....for which I am having boneless bbq wings (11 points for 8), a chicken fajita roll up (13 points for the whole thing) and loaded mashed potato (6pts) with ranch of course which I am guessing will be about 8 points also. Yes...you read that right......40 damn points...and i will ENJOY every single one!! :-) I will be eating that for lunch AND dinner and possibly some breakfast the next day...and I CAN"T WAIT!!!!!
I stepped on the scale this morning..my sad addiction that I can't break..and am down another 2.5 pounds from yesterday.....so that is good.....I don't even want to know what tomorrow morning will bring but I will risk it!
In other news...for our anniversary we will be going to Chicago in June...(we went to Vegas last year so thought we would switch it up) MMMMMMMmmmmm....Cheesecake Facotry here we come!!! Hopefully I will be back down to my normal healthy weight.....but we will see.......
til next time....
Monday, January 26, 2009
Sunday, January 25, 2009
Feeling good....
One more day till the 3rd week of ww ends for me. So far so good......I feel like I can go out and still make healthy choices...and am even getting past the whole mess up once might as well screw the rest of the day.
I know if I make one bad choice but continue on the rest of the day NORMALLY I can still do it!!!
I am weighing myself in the morning and at night...and am having a very HARD time stopping it..haha...I don't feel angry or anything if i am up a little at night..I just like to have an idea of where I am.... Eventually I hope to be able to break myself down to just mornings..then every other day til i get down to doing it once a week......
Our two year anniversary is tuesday and we are getting Applebee's takeout....I can't wait!! I have my menu planned in my head!! It will be my free day....and will probably use every single flex point I have for the week..but it will be totally 100% worth it!
Loaded mashed potato and boneless bbq wings w/ ranch here I come!!!!
Hope everyone else is doing well......Good luck to all that weigh in tomorrow!
Til next time...
I know if I make one bad choice but continue on the rest of the day NORMALLY I can still do it!!!
I am weighing myself in the morning and at night...and am having a very HARD time stopping it..haha...I don't feel angry or anything if i am up a little at night..I just like to have an idea of where I am.... Eventually I hope to be able to break myself down to just mornings..then every other day til i get down to doing it once a week......
Our two year anniversary is tuesday and we are getting Applebee's takeout....I can't wait!! I have my menu planned in my head!! It will be my free day....and will probably use every single flex point I have for the week..but it will be totally 100% worth it!
Loaded mashed potato and boneless bbq wings w/ ranch here I come!!!!
Hope everyone else is doing well......Good luck to all that weigh in tomorrow!
Til next time...
Saturday, January 24, 2009
Getting into the spirit of the diet...
So....I really am feeling good about ww this time.....
I made homemade tacos for dinner and they were delicious! it is a little odd having to weigh out my meat and measure my cheese..but its worth it...
Yesterday was my "free" day.....I went to Lansing with my mom, dad and Audio for my moms 6 hour hair appointment!! While I didn't follow points I think I still made good choices...even tried sushi for the first time! I do NOT like the seaweed crap they wrap around it...but other than that its pretty good........
I weighed myself this morning after my "free" day kinda worried since I have been doing so good........and happily am down ANOTHER pound this morning!!! I think that makes a total loss of 4.5 pounds this week....but we won't know til the official weigh in on monday...
Sara Lee cheesecake bites...DELICIOUS!! 1 point for 1 piece!!! I just have to limit myself to one though!
til next time...
I made homemade tacos for dinner and they were delicious! it is a little odd having to weigh out my meat and measure my cheese..but its worth it...
Yesterday was my "free" day.....I went to Lansing with my mom, dad and Audio for my moms 6 hour hair appointment!! While I didn't follow points I think I still made good choices...even tried sushi for the first time! I do NOT like the seaweed crap they wrap around it...but other than that its pretty good........
I weighed myself this morning after my "free" day kinda worried since I have been doing so good........and happily am down ANOTHER pound this morning!!! I think that makes a total loss of 4.5 pounds this week....but we won't know til the official weigh in on monday...
Sara Lee cheesecake bites...DELICIOUS!! 1 point for 1 piece!!! I just have to limit myself to one though!
til next time...
Thursday, January 22, 2009
Two and a half weeks down....
A lifetime to go.....
The thing I find the absolute hardest in dieting is making good choices so that I am not STARVING by the end of the day...and.....
so far so good!!! I have not been hungry yet.......I even had so many points left over that I got to eat a delicious candy bar and still go to bed with 3 points to spare!!!! :)
Waking up today I am down a total of 3.5 pounds for the week....I am confident I can maintain that for the weigh in monday.........i hope....haha...i am not THAT confident....
I do feel good about it this time around......even though every other time i have tried i realized it was a lifestyle change...I still believe that and am making a much stronger effort to eat healthier...
and by healthier I mean NOT filling up on 100 calorie packs of things and eating the fruits and veggies in its place, while I do still enjoy maybe 1 100 calorie pack a day I won't eat 10 points worth! haha...
Still absolutely NO motivation to work out....NONE at all...so I am not.....just keeping on the diet....and so far so good...there will be a time when i need to throw exercise in...but for today...nope...
till next time...
The thing I find the absolute hardest in dieting is making good choices so that I am not STARVING by the end of the day...and.....
so far so good!!! I have not been hungry yet.......I even had so many points left over that I got to eat a delicious candy bar and still go to bed with 3 points to spare!!!! :)
Waking up today I am down a total of 3.5 pounds for the week....I am confident I can maintain that for the weigh in monday.........i hope....haha...i am not THAT confident....
I do feel good about it this time around......even though every other time i have tried i realized it was a lifestyle change...I still believe that and am making a much stronger effort to eat healthier...
and by healthier I mean NOT filling up on 100 calorie packs of things and eating the fruits and veggies in its place, while I do still enjoy maybe 1 100 calorie pack a day I won't eat 10 points worth! haha...
Still absolutely NO motivation to work out....NONE at all...so I am not.....just keeping on the diet....and so far so good...there will be a time when i need to throw exercise in...but for today...nope...
till next time...
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
Monday, January 19, 2009
Just a quickie
Ok...I am ready for work..but..i had to post i am SHOCKED to learn today I lost a total of 1.5 lbs!!!
woohoo!!! That means I am down 4.5 lbs total for the first two weeks......Not a great start...but I am happy.....any result abeit small is a good result!
till next time....
woohoo!!! That means I am down 4.5 lbs total for the first two weeks......Not a great start...but I am happy.....any result abeit small is a good result!
till next time....
Saturday, January 17, 2009
Winter weather advisory....
The story of life in Michigan..wake up to a new winter weather advisory every damn day!
I am feeling good enough to go to work today...I did eat and am not having pain YET...so...I am making the attempt...I may have to go home early...but who knows....
I did make my green bean, potato, turkey sausage mix thing yesterday....and of course it is DELICIOUS!!! and only 3 points for an entire bowl....and that is IF you make sure to get 9 slices of the turkey sausage...(yes..i did in fact weigh out how many pieces it would take to equal 1 point).
I am highly irritated that I cannot weigh myself constantly since i do not have a new battery for my scale yet.....if i can make it through the whole day at work I will get a battery the second I punch out!
till next time....
I am feeling good enough to go to work today...I did eat and am not having pain YET...so...I am making the attempt...I may have to go home early...but who knows....
I did make my green bean, potato, turkey sausage mix thing yesterday....and of course it is DELICIOUS!!! and only 3 points for an entire bowl....and that is IF you make sure to get 9 slices of the turkey sausage...(yes..i did in fact weigh out how many pieces it would take to equal 1 point).
I am highly irritated that I cannot weigh myself constantly since i do not have a new battery for my scale yet.....if i can make it through the whole day at work I will get a battery the second I punch out!
till next time....
Friday, January 16, 2009
SIckness......and more sickness.....
So....day two of being sick.....I was feeling better today but right when i went to walk out the door and into hell my pancreas gave a kick......so i called in...and had to talk to the ASSHOLE store manager who tries to give me a lecture about how it hurts them when people call in......maybe he shouldn't cut the schedule so damn thin so that they are in dire straits if someone is SICK!!!
In other news...I tried to weigh myself this morning but the battery died in my scale..so it must be a sign that i should stop obsessing about weighing myself!!! And since i'm sick today I can't go in and buy a new battery.....oh well..one more day of rest and tomorrow i will go back to work.....maybe stay late to get some more hours or something......(Gotta pay those student loan assholes!!!)
MMmmmmmmmm........had subway again this morning........subway..the perfect diet food!! The rest of the day will involve bland boring foods...like potatoes, and maybe green bean with turkey sausage and potato to keep the pancreas nice and calm....
till next time...
In other news...I tried to weigh myself this morning but the battery died in my scale..so it must be a sign that i should stop obsessing about weighing myself!!! And since i'm sick today I can't go in and buy a new battery.....oh well..one more day of rest and tomorrow i will go back to work.....maybe stay late to get some more hours or something......(Gotta pay those student loan assholes!!!)
MMmmmmmmmm........had subway again this morning........subway..the perfect diet food!! The rest of the day will involve bland boring foods...like potatoes, and maybe green bean with turkey sausage and potato to keep the pancreas nice and calm....
till next time...
Wednesday, January 14, 2009
Snow snow and more damn snow...
Surprise surprise it is snowing again....
Looks like today or tomorrow i will be out there in the FREEZING COLD to shovel...I am going to try and put it off until tomorrow in case it stops snowing and i may be able to stay warm..
I have to work tonight..which motivates me to not do anything until then! haha...i really need to clean the house...and do the works...include mopping the floors....however..everytime the past two weeks i have tried that i have had to shovel instead! haha....
I am still not motivated to exercise at all.......but as long as I stay on the diet i should be fine.....I really don't know what i need in my brain to click before i motivate myself like you two have with the exercise portion.....
I am just too depressed right now i guess.....
I do have to say I LOOOOOVE the weight watcher quesadillas, the breakfast, and the chicken ones are FANTASTIC!!! The bean one is a little dry...but overall pretty good!
Til next time...
Looks like today or tomorrow i will be out there in the FREEZING COLD to shovel...I am going to try and put it off until tomorrow in case it stops snowing and i may be able to stay warm..
I have to work tonight..which motivates me to not do anything until then! haha...i really need to clean the house...and do the works...include mopping the floors....however..everytime the past two weeks i have tried that i have had to shovel instead! haha....
I am still not motivated to exercise at all.......but as long as I stay on the diet i should be fine.....I really don't know what i need in my brain to click before i motivate myself like you two have with the exercise portion.....
I am just too depressed right now i guess.....
I do have to say I LOOOOOVE the weight watcher quesadillas, the breakfast, and the chicken ones are FANTASTIC!!! The bean one is a little dry...but overall pretty good!
Til next time...
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
Horrible day...
Today has been a horrible day.....all I have done is running around and around and around......phone calls...stress stress stress...
I am happy to say though that I did very good diet wise....even eating out all three meals for which my family so lovingly paid.. I did good....didn't even use ANY flex points!!!
I love that weight watchers has Bob Evans in their dining out companion! I got two full meals out of my breakfast!
And the good ol' staple of subway's turkey sub on wheat...brings back those days of summer so long ago! :)
As for working out..I have yet to motivate myself to turn that wii fit back on and tell me how fat I am and how bad I am for not having been on in months......all that shoveling I did today is going to have to be enough exercise for now...maybe tomorrow I will break out the good ol' fit.....
Its time.....I have been trying to get my fruits and veggies in every day last week..which i did a great job on..however this week....I haev not even come close...the only good thing is I am staying within my points and not using flex......
I need MOTIVATION!
I am happy to say though that I did very good diet wise....even eating out all three meals for which my family so lovingly paid.. I did good....didn't even use ANY flex points!!!
I love that weight watchers has Bob Evans in their dining out companion! I got two full meals out of my breakfast!
And the good ol' staple of subway's turkey sub on wheat...brings back those days of summer so long ago! :)
As for working out..I have yet to motivate myself to turn that wii fit back on and tell me how fat I am and how bad I am for not having been on in months......all that shoveling I did today is going to have to be enough exercise for now...maybe tomorrow I will break out the good ol' fit.....
Its time.....I have been trying to get my fruits and veggies in every day last week..which i did a great job on..however this week....I haev not even come close...the only good thing is I am staying within my points and not using flex......
I need MOTIVATION!
Day 1 blogging...
So....I finally gave in.......since others I know are doing this I figure it can't hurt right!?
This is the LAST TIME I am going to be fat...it HAS TO BE THE LAST TIME!!!! I am SICK AND TIRED of being FAT and having a yo-yo diet type existence....this is it!
I will do it!!
This is the LAST TIME I am going to be fat...it HAS TO BE THE LAST TIME!!!! I am SICK AND TIRED of being FAT and having a yo-yo diet type existence....this is it!
I will do it!!
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