So....starting out the day like normal........I still don't feel normal...I think when the pancreatitis subsided the flu like bullshit that is going around has taken its place...as my stomach is still feeling all crampy and I have to sit in the bathroom for at least 40 minutes a morning.....ICK....
I am having a hard time giving a sh*t at all about the diet when feeling like this....however..I am still attempting......
I had to go get my tetnus shot today and have my tb test done.....good news is I already had my hep b series back in the 90's so that is one thing I don't have to ask Audio to give me the money for....
I am having a really down day today......on the verge of tears...depression......sick of my sh*tty life and just wishing it would hurry up and I could get through the bullsh*t and move on already...I know I am making the steps to doing it but jesus christ.......ugh.....
Ok...enough depresso...I hope to kick it soon enough.....
til next time.....
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Don't be down :( It will get better. It always gets better! You've got the steps intitiated..it won't be long now!
ReplyDeleteKeep you head up! I will tell you from experience.....things ALWAYS get worse before they get better.........But once the sun shines you will be alright! Its a bad case of seasonal depression:)
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